After my trip to the west side, I came back to the east side and went to Tamarind Reef Resort to have lunch. A lot of the locals were there and I sat out on the beach in a Tiki hut for a little bit watching the snorkelers in the water. As I was laying on the lounge chair half asleep as the sun was still shining down, I realized that I was in living mode. Usually on a vacation, I'm in tourist mode. For me, tourist mode is half relaxed and half trying to make sure I fit everything I want to do and see into the time I have at my vacation spot. Last time I was here on vacation, I also had to keep checking my email and messages because that was my life for a long time. This time, I was just in living mode. I was enjoying the moment and I wasn't checking email and I wasn't trying to fit everything in before I left. If I didn't see something today or this week, I still have time to do it because here, the temperature is constant and the scenery doesn't change. I want to live the rest of my life in living mode and I think I can do it here. I followed up lunch with a trip to the grocery store and got a bunch of mini chocolate cupcakes. For some reason cupcakes taste better here than anywhere I have ever been (might be because the fresh air makes you forget how hungry you are) and now I can't stop eating these cupcakes!
Even though I am really enjoying my time here just hanging out and relaxing on the beach as any good beach bum would, I do need a job if I want to stay here. Starting tomorrow, I am going to put the job search into gear. I spent the first two weeks getting settled and seeing the sites and now I am going to get more serious about applying to places. I think I may also join some clubs in order to meet more people as well. I'm feeling really positive and now that I know what living mode is, I am going to try really hard to not forget how to enjoy life while also making a living.
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